Monday, December 19
Today is a fine day in am trying to be more productive with more ideas popping into my head which I want to clear out. The thing is since I came to Canada everything is going pretty well my school my home except for some days which felt like absolute crap any ways the thing is that I was not being very heathy or productive my school were going on I did not had time to work out or even do things but now since the school are now closed I had nothing to do at home so except for eating and watching phone or tik Tok or doing some typing etc. etc. but now what has happened is I have realized that like this what I have been doing these days is not good even for my health and future wealth it’s just a load of time I have been wasting at first I was like that I have been going to school I am being productive but now I have come to realize that I was completely wrong so I started working our and started writing journals which somehow feels the right thing to do I don’t know why but I think that I have been really lazy past few months eating pizza not doing anything not working out and just wasting time but now I feel like all that stuff was not good or productive or anywhere near healthiness and I need to change that’s why I want to write this journal telling the how I feel about all the things for the past few days. So, let’s talk about yesterday. Yesterday was like the 2nd day of my holidays and it was pretty chill the whole days I continued watching the show how I met your mother which is pretty good show and makes you laugh cry all that stuff, then as the day went by there was snow first of all which I had to clean from the drive way which was not fun but had to do because apparently everything about cleaning I have to do whether it is the vacuum or the snow and if I say something then I am boosting off that I did that which to be clear I am not but anyway I worked out which was also fun not so fun because it was a tough workout like tough but in a good way. All that stuff does not matter if I ate unhealthy which it did not because I had two rolls of avocado and chicken which was also delicious anyways this was how my yesterday went out today’s half of the day has passed out and I think I have done a pretty good job controlling myself not eating unhealthily and working out okay will catch up tomorrow.
Peace